“I’d like to focus on my recent ego reading with Noelle and Allison. That’s where everything changed. But don’t let that focus take away from the profound spiritual gains I’ve experienced during and between classes and coaching sessions associated with the class. It’s an honor to be a part of a cohort of people so open and safe and smart. In each of our classes, my life gets a little better, a little richer. I’ve gained mountains of clarity and a “refound” confidence in myself as a spiritual being but also as I navigate the turbulence between where I am and my destination, if you will. I also have new and refined gifts/skills that have brought about the ability to be more aware and to communicate with my “spirit team” at crossroads and along the way. I feel eternally connected to this group and the collective energy in this realm of human experience. And, as apart of that class, highly recommended if you feel drawn or interested, we were introduced to “ego readings”. I wasn’t sure what that meant or what to expect. I started to explore/investigate the term but I “got” a big “Don’t try to figure this out. Be present. Listen.” I scheduled my session with Noelle and Allison. On the day of the reading I had made the firm decision to leave my current relationship to realize peace and to be who I am. There’s no need to get into details, but we can safely say this relationship is nothing but toxic for me and everyone involved or in close proximity. My reading was set for 3:00pm. I was nervous and excited and “weirdly” had a hunch that this would be something I never expected. On the way home from finishing a landscape job, my partner and I discussed my plan to leave by December 1, 2022. She was furious and that fury was unloaded in my direction by way of a degrading, insulting, verbal attack. As we pulled into the driveway, I got a text. Noelle: “Are you joining us for your ego reading?” That text pulled me out of the chaotic whirlwind just long enough for me to get out of the truck and to my corner in the garage. I got signed on and when I joined the “program, already in progress” it stopped. I sat down, took a deep breath. As I exhaled I felt drawn into a space where I felt safe and supported. The safety and support from Noelle and Allison was there, but it was more than that. I was able to settle in and to be open. I couldn’t be more proud to tell you, that’s when I met my guy, my ego spirit guide farmer, Jack. I hope you’ll meet him one of these days but until then, let me tell you what happened. As soon as Jack, not Farmer Jack, although Jack is a farmer. One of the first things Jack wanted me to know; I am NOT alone in this Universe because Jack’s been waiting for this day for “decades” and he’s always been there for me. He picked me. How crazy is that? It’s funny, decades ago I called myself “Casey the Great” and felt connected and in stride with the world as I knew it. And since then, way down inside me, I had a longing to be reconnected. As Noelle described Jack to me, it was as if I knew already but that he was being unveiled for the first time too. I instantly felt a lifelong connection. I remember thinking, “I can totally trust you Jack. We’re gonna do everything together. We are connected and that’s for good, and that’s for good.” As it turns out, Jack acts a lot like me and “his” dance… I thought that was my thing but there’s no one I’d rather share it with. I could go on for days here, maybe we’ll write a book someday about our adventures, but the point I’m trying to make is that my life has changed. My worldview, my perception has changed. Since that day I can see more clearly. I will now “show up” for the things I’ve avoided. I started attending yoga with my daughter, something my girls have tried to get me to do for a very long time. I feel connected and safe and although the next stretch of this journey may be challenging on a new level, I won’t be riding this bull alone! Noelle, Allison, thank you for sharing your gifts with me and so many others. If you wondered about making a difference, you can certainly set that wonder to the curb. Thank you for this opportunity and the ones set into motion by your work and your love.” Casey
