Meet My Ego

My ego’s name is Sapphire. I just really met her – like took the time to talk with her and treat her like a separate being rather than this annoyance I have to try to manage – 2 days ago. Recently, her input seemed pretty easy to distinguish as I heard it come through during readings. It would sound something like “HEY, I’ve got a brilliant idea, how about…” She loved to think she could think of something that nobody else could. That might sound helpful but it would feel like an impulse to share it, it would exclude others and be kind of dominating and it is definitely not the experience of being connected to source. I am not willing to let myself go down the path of shame about this, goodness knows I have spent enough of my life there. I can easily remember doing an important part of my regular job where I gave her free reign. I was supposed to be supporting others to come up with ideas of what would help their clients have success. Just saying – I usually made that all about me wanting to feel clever because of MY ideas. Yikes! How very 13 of me and not cute on a 40 something, now 50 something person. There’s lots more to share about my actual conversation with Sapphire but this feels like enough for now. To be continued. Signing off with love, Noelle